Trigger!!!

Triggered last night with 10,000units of HCG! Hurt like HELL! I don't know how I am going to do the PIO injections for 2 (hopefully +) weeks.  After the bad news last Thursday, I went in for an u/s and blood work on Sunday (Mother's Day!) and the She Dr. told me that I still have a very good chance of getting pregnant this cycle and I've come this far, not to turn back. She said as long as my esrtogen gets over 1,000 then I should have no problem. She said that she's seen many women my age and this is all the follicles they produce. So basically it'd suck if I cancelled the cycle, went on a more agressive protocol and still only produced 4 follicles. I am confident that my few follicles will be great quality ones. I spoke to He Dr. yesterday, I don't like talking to him, he makes me feel so blah about my decision to keep going. I asked him if he thought I had a good shot and he said "Yes, but I also think you can do better". Whatever. My follicles and Joe's sperm will show him who's boss! Oh, and my E2 level went from 46, 232, 700, to 1274. I will find out later today what it is today.

How beautiful is this picture??? This is something that seems so simple yet is has been IMPOSSIBLE to get for months and months. And just like that....2 lines. Why does this beautifullness have to be so difficult to achieve? Too bad it's just the trigger. What a tease. First thing I wanted to do was scream and jump and smile and hug the precious little tiny stick then I wanted to rip it up and stomp on it for being fake. How can something so small (itty bitty wondfo) be such a BIG deal.