Steak...

I'm hearing steak and protein are good to eat while stimming. I'm desperate. So I ate sliced steak last night. I haven't eaten steak in years x's years x's years. It seems a little rediculous that I did that but I just want better results and I will do anything for it.

I am on my 4th day of stims. I was supposed to go in this morning for monitoring but I called yesterday to see if I can come in on Saturday instead. It just seemed incredibly silly to have an u/s after only 3 nights of stims. In the past, my ovaries haven't shown grown since about 5-6 days into stimming. I feel terrible complaining about it, because I know so many women that pay thousands upon thousands of dollars for what I am doing. But these co-pays are killing me! What a pain in the ass. The copay is $40 but since the clinic is located inside of a hospital, I have to pay a copay for the hospital too. That's $80 every time I go. I feel like as soon as I catch up and pay the last cycle, I have to start another cycle. I can't get ahead. A new bill comes every day almost. Can this please be my last cycle???

Gia, Joe, and I are running (walking) in a March of Dimes 5K on Sunday. It's important to me because it's for the March of Dimes. It's supposed to rain all weekend but I hope they are wrong! We have a busy weekend. Joe is off all weekend and we have an action packed weekend to take full advantage of him being home and having family time.