Choking back tears

I can't write much right now because I am at work and I've been choking back tears. Dr. Talebian says a couple of our embryos are good and some are abnormal (multiple nuclei per cell- something called "MNB" or multi-nucleated blasts).  It doesn't sound good at all and I am so sad. My ET was pushed back to 11:15 so I have to wait an extra 2 hours on top of all of this nonsense. I have been checking the success rates for DOR at all the nearby clinics. Success rates for DOR are SO low. So low that it is scary. I don't know if I should even be doing this anymore.