Monday, February 4, 2013

10 WEEKS!

Yes Yes Yes! Sometimes I still cannot believe this is real. Something I thought would never happen...happened to me. I am so happy but at the same time I can't stop myself from thinking this is way too good to be true. I am trying to get over my fears but I don't think that is ever going to be possible. I can't wait to start knowing and believing in my head...I AM PREGNANT. I AM PREGNANT WITH TWINS. I guess time will give me the reassurance I am looking for.
Batman and Robin are taking over our fridge! Gia says to me "mom don't forget to put pictures of me up too". Awe my sweet precious girl. Will she ever really understand how much she means to me? My eyes are filling with tears as I write about her. She is so so so special to me. God, I hope she never feels pushed away. I pray I have the strength and energy to give her all of the attention that she needs and deserves from me once the twins are here.
And this week....I say GOOD BYE to my Sharps containers. PEACE OUT!

Tomorrow is our first OB appointment and we are SO excited! Pics to come...